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kind = "note"
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date = "2018-05-03T04:53:00Z"
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original = "https://mastodon.social/@trwnh/99963583159619719"
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sometimes you come across a youtube video from an alt-righter indirectly calling you out (or a thing you worked on) and you wanna respond, but... the video has 48 views and it's from september 2017, so i think i'll let it slide. it's not like it's logically consistent or significant, either.

i wonder if i'll ever be able to safely take credit for all the work i've done? not that i really have a reason to except perhaps if i'm in a really tight spot and need money to live... and i've mostly given up on twitter anyway, so it feels a bit... "late".

there's just a very real danger of fascists targeting me if they ever connect me to that account, though. "hey i maintained this thing for over a year, can anyone help me survive" doesn't really balance out with "oh, we finally have a name to track down and harass"

then again i've gotten private offers of donations and turned them down bc idk, i don't feel worthy of accepting money for it, it's simple (if occasionally time-consuming) to me, even if it helps hundreds or thousands of people on twitter... i don't really know what to do about the whole thing.